Tears of confusion and agony...

"Only a life lived for others is worth living" Albert Einstein - statement passed to me by someone from him that brought tears to my eyes.

I try to keep my emotions tact but the last few days especially today has been really tough. Between work, family and majority my love life, things just seem to not settle down at all. An incident occurred today and I am really hurt by it. I don’t know what to believe or who to believe anymore. My soul is weary my heart is torn and my mind is crushed. I am trying to be strong for the person I love though I am not sure if that’s the right thing to do or not. Maybe I am holding on to someone I shouldn’t have. I just want to enjoy the feeling of being inlove with someone who loves me back, is that so hard to ask out of this life?

Anyway, I need to get my head together for my work projects and other things in my life. It's difficult to do but I must get up tomorrow with positive energy.