Revived Outlook

I think I’ve been spending way too much time dwelling into my love life lately; I was going to say I’ve been spending way too much time to useless stuff but who am I fooling by saying that eh? Obviously it matters to me because I spend time on it. Despite of how much it hurts I think my unselfish love for him will show now that I decided to let him go, let him be free and be happy as he always wanted to be.

Anyhow, I want to make a commitment to myself to excel professionally, I have to keep my aims high and stay focus on it no matter what happened around me. At least that’s one thing I can control, well I will try to control as much as I can. I was to finish all my CGA requirements this year until April next year and start writing my national exams. I know it be challenging to stay focus all the time but I think it be a good idea to keep my eye on the ball and work hard towards it. At least I can re-channel all my energy to that instead of wasting it feeling sorry for myself coz someone doesn’t love me. I need to constantly remind myself of the big picture, what I would want to be in the future. I want to be the person I can be proud of, the person whom my family and maybe offspring will be proud of. And of course the nicer life I can give myself and my family if I become professional. Education is still very important and I am glad I have the opportunity to be able to support my own studies regardless of how seemingly hard it is sometimes.

“Believe that you will triumphantly overcome all challenges in your life as long as you have faith and dreams”