"You love me, you love me not?"

We’ve been together for almost seven years;
Through those years I’ve given you all the understanding you need,
All the time you want and all the love I can ever give someone.
Last year, you finally asked for my hands,
you said you want to spend the time of you life with me.
I believed you. I thought you’re a changed man.
Only to wake up one day that it was all a dream.

I let you spend times with your so called “friends”
without them having the knowledge of my existence“
coz I thought you realized how much you hurt me before and will never do it again
Yet I am wrong, after all those years my judgment still fooled me once again.

You dropped the boom in front of me as if I should take it so lightly,
It hurts so bad, it hurts and I cried until I can no longer cry.
It hurts to know the changed man I thought who love me now fooled me.
It hurts that the people I trusted will not do any harm hurt me so bad.

You beg me to stay and stand by your side once again,
You finally declared your undying love, sweet words I love to hear but are they true?
If you truly love me as you say then prove it.
Declare to the whole world your undying love.
Show me you love me.

dated: August 17, 2008