Tale of 2006...

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"Fool me once - shame on you. Fool me twice - shame on me!"

If it was my choice to travel the path I did that brough me to you then I would choose to travel it over again if I have to.
"Fool me once - shame on you. Fool me twice - shame on me!"
My hope is too high for giving this a second chance. But don't be fooled 'coz I ain't letting you break my heart twice.

If it was destiny that brought me to you then shame on destiny if it lets you break my heart once again.

Just like what they say "someone can only hope for the best and expect the worst" & I am hoping for the best... hmmm oh wait a second.... what am I hoping for again? Hoping for the best on what? Whatever I'm screwed.

Nothing much... just me blaberring.......

Okay I am bored today and I didn't get much studying done this weekend. I spend time making plans instead. Plans on what would be the best way to carry on with life... see here is the thing, I don't want to put my life on hold any longer because of school... that sounded really bad but you know what I mean - when someone has to work and go to school at the same time it means their weekends and evenings are tied upp studying... wahhh I cannot explain it... anyways, I made few plans from one extreme to the other, no final decision yet but one thing I really want to get out of the whole thing is... have a life such as weekend to slack around, spend time with family, friends, special someone and not worry about school. Education/School is still part of the long term goal... I mean really really long time from now......... complicated but I just want to find a way how to manage my life better... gotta go, I need to get out of here before my head explode.

Choice & Destiny

Sometimes I wonder if people can be hundred percent happy with their life or they are just living with the decisions they made and simple be contented with it?

I have been running into high school acquaintances and people around my age who have kids and/or married, most of them seem happily contended (if I may use those words together). Some of them settled down because they have to due to circumstances they’ve gotten themselves to and others because they choose to. Nevertheless, they seem to be satisfied with the choice they made and if asked how satisfying having a kid is, all of them would say “I won’t trade it with anything else in the world” with the smile in their face.

The question is, what about those who are still single? Are they less happy or less contented with their lives? In my expedition to find an answer, I have run into several people who are single ranging from the age of early 20’s to late 30’s who also seem really satisfied with their lives. Some of them admitted they've chosen to be single and others simply say they haven’t found Mr. Right(if such thing really do exist). They enjoyed the gift of freedom being single. Some views single life as a gift of being able to show compassion to the world without limitation of time and mobility.

Comparing these two situations, I have concluded that both situations have pros and cons. People cannot judge someone’s happiness based of having kids and/or husband/wife nor can they judge someone who is single.

So is life really our choice or we are simply part of the big plan made by someONE who’s power is beyond this world and we just act according to the plan and it is fixed that we cannot do anything to alter it? I simply think that we all have different purposes in life... call it a choice or destiny… that’s for you to decide.